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Secret Handshake
03:35
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And you caved for a secret handshake, fake loyalty.
The price you paid tells you that money can’t buy anything.
I won’t beg for your attention, I still call your name when I’m wasted trying to forget the past and the promise you made.
You left me alone with no place to call home.
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2. |
Misery
03:12
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You've got a way with your words.
And I'm wrapped around your fingers.
No matter what I do,
I always end up fighting for you.
I gave up every little thing I owned,
just so you could burn it all.
You set me up in your scheme,
and I'm the one who'll take the fall.
You got me now right where you want me.
Forget it all. These memories are killing me.
Cut it out. I'd rather die lonely.
Shut it off. I'm sick of your stories.
Forget it all. I'd rather drown in misery.
I've lost so much just to realize that I had nothing at all.
You got what you wanted.
Am I what you wanted?
You've got me now right where you want me.
I've given up. You've taken everything.
Forget it all. These memories are killing me.
Cut it out. I'd rather die lonely.
Shut it off. I'm sick of your stories.
Forget it all. I'd rather drown in misery.
Look in the mirror, do you like what you see?
You've become an animal and you're okay with everything.
Forget it all. These memories are killing me.
Cut it out. I'd rather die lonely.
Shut it off. I'm sick of your stories.
Forget it all. I'd rather drown in misery.
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3. |
Broken Roads
04:03
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Lately I’ve been thinking of why I seem to be sinking and what is it that’s brought me to such a low place?
I spent a year dissecting your mind. Still there is nothing I can find.
Why the hell am I wasting my time? I’m done letting you take what’s mine.
What have you done to me? Things aren’t the way they once seemed.
My head, it feels empty. I’m not the me that I want to be.
I gave you every last bit of love in me.
You’re the reason that I won’t stop sleeping.
‘Cause all I’m doing is dreaming, dreaming of the way things used to be.
Take another pill. I hope it swallows you whole.
You’re so far from the person I used to know.
I wish I could go back four years ago.
I’m on this broken road that I don’t want to be on at all.
You’re a liar. You’re a thief. I can’t count the things you stole from me.
Take a breath. Breathe it in. There’s no spine beneath your skin.
Now I see who you really are. Your love was fake and I gave you my whole heart.
All that’s left is a fucking scar. I’ll never understand how we made it so far.
I gave you every last bit of love in me.
You’re the reason that I won’t stop sleeping.
‘Cause all I’m doing it dreaming, dreaming of the way things used to be.
Take another pill. I hope it swallows you whole.
You’re so far from the person I used to know.
I wish I could go back four years ago.
I’m on this broken road that I don’t want to be on at all.
Take all the bones in my body.
Drain all the blood from my veins.
Take whatever you need to feel better.
I will learn to live again.
You’re a liar. You’re a thief. I count the things you stole from me.
You’re a liar. You’re a thief.
Take a breath. Breathe it in.
There’s no spine beneath your skin.
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Vices
03:36
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I’m looking for weight in the words you say, but when your actions start to speak I close my ears and grit my teeth.
Your words are skinny, dull, and weak.
You’re just as honest as you are deep.
I’m always drowning in your deceit.
You’re the rain checks and I-Owe-You receipts I’ll stuff in my pockets hoping on day to redeem.
I know you don’t think the same.
Your mind has broke and it’s full of smoke and cocaine.
So lay me down and forget me. It’s easy ‘cause you did it before.
Leave me last I will always be. You know I’ll be the one to come back for more.
You are a vice I can’t seem to break. You’re on my mind when I lie awake, but the bed I share is the one I make and she fears constantly I will make your mistake.
She’s beautiful and she’ll never know ‘cause she doesn’t like what the mirror shows and her magazines and T.V. shows her that the surface is as only as deep as she can go.
I realize I am who I describe; being weightless when I speak; a physical resemblance of my weak words not lining up with my feet.
So lay me down and forget me. It’s easy ‘cause you did it before.
Leave me last I will always be. You know I’ll be the one to come back for more.
You are a vice I can’t seem to break. You’re on my mind when I lie awake, but the bed I share is the one I make and she fears constantly that I’ll make your mistake.
I talk of vice and vice talks of me.
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5. |
On My Way
03:25
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If those days are dead, then let them rest.
You keep digging things up I’m still trying to forget.
We’ll never be more than a memory.
I’m not the person that you want.
You insist that I am, but believe me I’m not.
I’m just a basket of flaws.
So call it what you want.
This was all your fault, it was all your fault.
You left everything behind, hoping it would still be there in time.
Counting seconds, wasting time.
All you did was, just waste mine.
It’s not right,
But I’ll be fine.
I’ve understand every word you said.
Although I wish they would just stay dead.
You’ll be forgotten.
You’ll be forgotten.
Just call it what you want.
This was all your fault, it was all your fault.
You left everything behind, hoping it would still be there in time.
Just call it what you want.
This was all your fault, it was all your fault.
You left everything behind, hoping it would still be there in time.
So hold your tongue.
I know you’ve got a lot to say,
But if you just listen once
You’d understand what I’ve been saying for days.
So hold your tongue.
I know you’ve got a lot to say,
But if you just listen once,
You’d understand what I’ve been saying for days.
Forget it.
It’s simple.
You say it’s impossible.
I’m done with every empty mouthful that you’re trying to feed me.
Forget it.
it's simple
You say it’s impossible
I’m done with every empty mouthful that you’re trying to feed me.
I’ve said all that I need to say
I guess I will be on my way
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